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rustique
Saturday, December 13, 2008 @ 1:36 PM
Deprivation. 
"Life sucks and then you die.
Yeah, I should be so lucky."
- Jacob Black [Breaking Dawn]

I feel like I can never win, no matter what--I will always come in last place. Even behind the people who you could swear, didn't have a chance. Finally, I get my all too over-protective mother to let me have one night of fun. After first, she had completely denied the thought of letting me go, but then after a series of guilt trips. She caved.

Let's make a long story short-- I can't go.

Maybe I shouldn't try to do these things, maybe I should just stay home from now on and let what is supposed to happen... happen. This, obviously wasn't meant tobe.